We've got to keep going...

And I mean that on both a physical level and an emotional level.

I've been told by three separate people now that I have mono and should go see a doctor to have a test run. Alas, I will not. At least not until I get home for spring break. Until them... I have the worlds worst cold. If I keep telling myself that, I will still go to classes (with the exception of this morning) and will get through the rest of this week having to take a nap every three hours.

Yay.

On the emotional level, I feel bad because I have to keep not seeing Nate. Between 17 credit hours, a play that is about equal to 17 credit hours, writing articles and now being sick, it's hard to find time to spend with him. It's not that I don't want to, although I'm sure that by now he's starting to think that, it's just that I want to be all into spending time with him, instead of worrying about a million things and complaining when I do get to spend time with him. It just sucks so bad. Liz, who hasn't been going out for her boy for more than 4 days gets to see him everyday... and Nate and I don't. Ugh, it just bugs me that I have to keep putting him second to all my other responsibilities.

And now, in two days, we'll both be leaving. So there goes another week of not seeing each other. It just sucks. Really bad.

I dunno. I guess I'll stop complaining. I should be in bio right now... but yeah. I needed to finish lab stuff. Grrr....

Spring break better hurry it's ass up.

Gabby