We've got to keep going...

CSI = AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! OMGZ!!!! Don't do it! Don't kill her!! ACK!

*ahem* I'm done now.

I get to go camping this weekend. First time in forever, let me tell you. But I'm really excited 'cause I get to go with my boy and it's going to be really fun!

It's been a great week. Steve and I hung out all day Wed. We had a blast, we truly did! But now, I'm planning something evil... hehehe... but it's a suprise. When it happens, I'll be sure to tell everyone all about it! ;)

So, I guess that's about it. I'll see you all on the flip side!!

Gabby

Really, it's not that bad. It's not, and if I can keep telling myself that, maybe I can get past this without being completely hurt. If I just take a deep breath and wish it away. Sometimes I hate being human. I hate feeling. Or at least I hate feeling this way. The not knowing, the being to scared to take a chance, the feeling of rejection before you've even been rejected. Those are some of the worst feelings ever, especially when mixed with that God-awful girly feeling that comes with... liking somebody more than you should.

*sigh* I'm pathetic. I need to learn how to just... stop. I remember a couple months ago I wrote about being the girl who would never get a chance with anyone, but how I was slowly growing okay with that. And then Nate came along and... well... we all know how that ended up. But I was fine with that, because I wasn't happy being in that relationship, or whatever you want to call it. My feelings kinda sat somewhere else and while that was weird, I just kind of excepted it and moved on. And now? For some reason it seems like a bigger deal than it really is.

Whatever. Nothing is going to come from this. I have a feeling that if I keep telling myself that, all this sillyness will go away eventually. And then I can go back to feeling normal; emotionless, at least when it comes to matters of the heart.

Gabby

PS: CSI was pretty much amazing last night. I mean, we all knew that Sara made Grissom happy, but to hear it straight from his mouth? Yeah, pretty cool. Not to mention... a new promo shows them in bed together... with an effin' dog! Awwwz, happy family!

Well, tonight went extremely well. I wanted to share a few funny things with all of you.

1. The very second scene, a LIVE mouse ran across the stage. It was funny and apparently it is also good luck.

2. We have these huge ass REAL pine trees on the stage. During the show, one of them fell. And yes, it was heard. A lot.

3. Part of the set broke off during one of the final acts. The piece that fell off almost hit an audience memeber in the head. Why is this funny? I dunno, but it is.

4. I messed up a cue and almost forgot to take a prop out. Then, another actor did miss a cue and the entire scene was improvised by another actor. It was very cool, but that reminds me that I have to tell the cast that, no matter how badly someone screws up, to NEVER start name calling. Someone went up to the person who missed a cue and called him an asshole. That's just unacceptable. Fact is, for every one mistake they point out, I can point out five that they made, so they should keep their mouths shut and not bring down other actors. /rant

5. Death is very funny. Because every time someone died, the audience laughed. And then, when Macbeth got his head chopped off, they just roared with laughter. It was great!

Well, that is all. I'm sure I'll be making posts like this everynight. But until then, adieu!

Gabby

(PS: Missed CSI tonight, but totally saw the clips. Oh. My. God. How cute was that final scene?! God, I love my fandom! And my 'ship being canon! *happy sigh*)