We've got to keep going...

I don't have to work today and tomorrow (yay) so I'm going over to have lunch with Gail (yay). Of course, it's kind of a goodbye lunch, as she leaves for NY on Sunday (boo, but yay 'cause it's NY).

Now that I've started working again... I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not. So, does anyone recommend any good books, movies, musics, fanfics (CSI,XF,Scrubs,Pushing Daisies), or any activities that might be a hoot?

Speaking of the X-Files, I had the most wonderful dream last night. My cousins and I were at a mall and I kept finding new XF gear. There were watches and movies and clothes and they just kept begging me to buy them. Of course, I think I ended up only with the watches, but they were so cool... I wish they were real.

I also had a dream about a time traveling, crime-solving kid. Think "Cold Case" but with the ability to actually go back in time instead of having hallucinations of people. Yeah. The end result of being a time traveling crime solver? You end up swimming with dinosaurs and falling in love with the woman you saved from being murdered. Yeah.

WTF is up with my dreams lately?

Anywho... I should go walk the dog, take a shower, and get going! Adios!

Gabby

NO! I DON'T WANNA DO IT!! PLEASE DON'T MAKE ME WRITE ANOTHER SPEECH! I'LL BE GOOD, I SWEAR IT!!!

Okay, I'm done now. Phew. Feels good to get that off my chest! ;)

In other news: 8 days until I'm done with speech! 9 days until I'm done with math!! Also, 9 days until I'm outta the Soo, but that doesn't really make me all that happy, so we'll move on.

I had a horrible dream last night. Wanna hear it? 'kay... so. I was this really popular girl (or something, I just remember there being a lot of people) and I had a boyfriend who was equally popular (sounds familiar already). The boy in my dream wasn't Steve, but it was some random boy that my head made up... anyway... we're at this party and everyone is all "OH, GABBY!!!11!" and I'm all, "Uh, donde esta mi chico?! (Uh, where is my boy?!)" And then he walked right up to me, grabbed a drink from behind me and walked away to flirt with some skank. Anywho... I got really upset, and when I tried to talk to him... HE DIDN'T EVEN REMEMBER MY NAME!!! So, I ran "away." I went missing for a few days and was living in the woods. My family kept driving by and they'd see me and try to chase me down, but I'd get away just in time and hide from them. Then I was in this dark wooded area and I could hear people talking about me... they were crying, saying how worried they were, and how, by this point, I must be dead in the woods somewhere. So, I came out of hiding and went back home... sore, cut up, and hungry. And then I got a brownie. The end.

My brain comes up with the weirdest things when i'm asleep. I honestly can't think of a good reason as to why I would dream something like this. Other than, you know... I'm leaving in a week, I'm terrified that I'll be forgotten if I do leave and... I had a brownie before going to bed. LOL! Anyway... I'll stop procrastinating and get to work. Adios!

Gabby

Lol, so, I set my alarm for 7:15, but I had a lot of crazy thoughts running through my head last night and didn't get to bed until late. So, of course I would find a way to turn off my alarm this morning in my effin' sleep!! I have GOT to stop doing that!

Ugh, at least I got up in time for math...

I'm just getting so sick of not being able to turn off my brain at night. I sit here and stare up at the bunk above mine and cannot stop thinking about silly boy problems, or homework, or shit that I've got to get done. And when I do manage to fall asleep, I have horrible nightmares. Like two nights ago I had dreams that I couldn't save little children from a tornado, so as punishment, I had to pull their bodies from the wreckage of the school. Last night I dreamnt that, because I liked someone, I had to kill myself in order to keep them from finding out. And it wasn't even like I wanted to, but I was being forced to by all my friends! Dude, WTF??

I dunno... it seems so unfair that I can never get the sleep I need/want. If it's not my stupid thoughts keeping me awake, it's always the stupid dreams that follow...

Gabby