We've got to keep going...

So... a few things have happened since I last updated. But my mind is so consumed with the one thing that the others really don't matter right now.

Let me start by saying that things between Steve and I have been SO much better since the last time I wrote. I guess the stress of never getting to see eachother finally just caught up with us and now that he's done with his internship and I'm done with my show and other things we can finally just take a breath.

But when something seems easy, always be ready for the catch.

Saturday, Steve found out about a job opprotunity. It is about 8 hours away in Holland Centre, ON. Now, it'd be wonderful if it was a job for next year. I mean, he'd be teaching french, he'd be closer than England, there is a wonderful school about 2 hours away that I could transfer to, but no. If he gets this job he'll be leaving in about, oh... a week. One week. To pack his things, find a temporary place to live and leave.

I support him. I do. I want to see him succeed and be able to start teaching; something he's been working so hard for for 6 years. But now that we were in this beautiful place... for him to up and have to leave... that's really hard.

I am so proud of him. I am so happy for him. But I was just getting used to being a couple again. I really don't want to be alone for 2 months.

:(

Gabby